guang yin temple

Today go visit guang yin temple going there to sembayang. After that I go ask how was my life and career. But the god never let me ask about it. So I'm so worry is a good sign or bad sign. After I asked the ppl who take caring the temple. I asked him what happen due to this happen? So he answered me that o no need worry cause I have no problem, so I no need to asked. But then I'm still abit worry it's s bad signs. So after my friend ask me to make a wish to the wishing tree. So I also make a wish also (secret) hehehe. After that I run thru the mountain. it's was so difficult but it's very meaningful when I was running alot of things flow inside my mind. It's was so great the feeling. Hope fully she and my family , career and life will be greater better.

Am I stupid

What I should do? Am I stupid?am i idiot?I'm so suffer? Who am I?where I am? What the fuck I'm doing?

To day learn a new story

不相信自己的意志，永远也做不成将军。
春秋战国时代，一位父亲和他的儿子出征打战。父亲已做了将军，儿子还只是马前卒。又一阵号角吹响，战鼓雷鸣了，父亲庄严地托起一个箭囊，其中插着一只箭。父亲郑重对儿子说："这是家袭宝箭，配带身边，力量无穷，但千万不可抽出来。"那是一个极其精美的箭囊，厚牛皮打制，镶着幽幽泛光的铜边儿，再看露出的箭尾。一眼便能认定用上等的孔雀羽毛制作。儿子喜上眉梢，贪婪地推想箭杆、箭头的模样，耳旁仿佛嗖嗖地箭声掠过，敌方的主帅应声折马而毙.果然，配带宝箭的儿子英勇非凡，所向披靡。当鸣金收兵的号角吹响时，儿子再也禁不住得胜的豪气，完全背弃了父亲的叮嘱，强烈的欲望驱赶着他呼一声就拔出宝箭，试图看个究竟。骤然间他惊呆了。一只断箭，箭囊里装着一只折断的箭。

我一直刳着只断箭打仗呢！儿子吓出了一身冷汗，仿佛顷刻间失去支柱的房子，轰然意志坍塌了。
结果不言自明，儿子惨死于乱军之中。
拂开蒙蒙的硝烟，父亲拣起那柄断箭，沉重地啐一口道："不相信自己的意志，永远也做不成将军。"
把胜败寄托在一只宝箭上，多么愚蠢，而当一个人把生命的核心与把柄交给别人，又多么危险！比如把希望寄托在儿女身上；把幸福寄托在丈夫身上；把生活保障寄托在单位身上......

提示：自己才是一只箭，若要它坚韧，若要它锋利，若要它百步穿杨，百发百中，磨砺它，拯救它的都只能是自己。

｟永远相信自己，相信自己的选择）

Weird week...

Haih , 1 weeks meeting few times my big plan was change and change. Always listen that my boss say be patient。feel complicated on my career. why must be so complicated, but i still need to handle it, face it, and solve it. When the good things happen on you i know is not easy to get it, if easy to get it we will never appreciate.So what can i do now? follow the plan ?change the plan?where is my confidence?(si fat) my good brother already starting to get crazy?i feel so bad that i cant help him in this moment. sorry brother...

i know my side is easy to handle for me, but for me i,m feeling like no challenging, boring, but at least learn some new things.

lovely mummy , tat day was watching a short movie, (儿子你长大了， 你会养我吗？）my tears almost coming out when i thinking of you, but i promise to you and my self i will take care of you forever.no matter what happen we are in rich or poor. i really hope this words that i can say to you.but i,m not brave enough.i not hope i must be rich in this entire life i just hope i,m a successful person in my life, i wan some comfortable life for you and ah mei.i don wan you like popo wroking the entire life but dint rest well in the retired life. i just hope what i can return to you is this only.  

Friends- To all my pet pet family , honestly this pet pet group its really my real best buddies, friends, brothers & sister in my entire life.i had knew a lot of friends but no 1 can compare to this group.we always having to shared our sadness ,happiness, our life and experience together. no matter in malaysia or out of this country.